still don’t know
I still don’t know what to do with him. It seems that I have same questions for years.
I must stop this bullshit.
After watching ‘He’s just not that into you’, I can’t stop thinking of what I am doing. The role of Jennifer Aniston was totally me. My case is more serious than hers. He and I have been about 8 years on and off. Damn it’s even creepy…
I am soooo sad.
a breath of fresh air
It seems as if years passed since he and I were seperated.
Eventually we met yesterday in Seoul where we said goodbye years ago. I have been so nervous until the big day. I even was on a diet for a week to look good to him. When I arrived at the subway station, I just wanted to get away from this moment. But I managed myself heading to a spot where he was waiting for me.
He haven’t changed much. He seemed like he gained some weights but still look good. It was nice to see his beautiful eyes. Yes, those were my favorites. I forgot about them.
We had a chat while we were walking to Seoul Museum of Art to see Monet exhibition. He was a talker yesterday. When we were together, he was a listener. I thought he was in a good mood or trying to make our conversation work. I don’t know but I could see he was trying to be nice.
long time no post
It is already July of 2007. The half of this year officially gone. I wonder what I have done for the past months. I do know lots of things happened to me but I feel something’s missing. It seems like I am lost in some way.
What could it be? Yes, I couldn’t find my beloved one yet. I see many guys and go on dates but there is no one special. Some people say that I should have lower expectaion when it comes to eligible candidates(bachelors). Well, I know what I want and I do not want to compromise. Maybe I can reach a satisfactory compromise.
I want simple. Someone who I can talk with, who is smart, honest, thankful and thoughtful. Someone who can do anything and just have a good time just because he is with me.
I won’t settle for less.
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